Just sent tianhui off at t1 and a part of me wishes it was me flying away. Wonder if I’ll be as brave as her and be able to take off as gracefully. I suppose the adrenaline will take most of the nerves off but once the trepidation sets in… :/

byebye xiaotian! :) haha she’s so cute, she gave me a raincheck on that hug lolol.

Taking a looong bus ride home now. I look at all these people in front of me now and wonder if they’re all contented with their lives, with what they’ve experienced. I know I’m not. Its not like I’m unappreciative or anth (ok maybe a lil) but I feel like I ought to get out there and experience all that life has to offer. That’s the least to ask in return for all the ___ that living has been heh.